Beautiful Disaster

My mind won’t settleĀ  I can’t keep calm. I’m getting so worn out from trying to hold everything in. I don’t want to break down again. I honestly don’t know if I could recover from it this time. I feel like I am falling to pieces. Everything around Me is starting to feel fake. I’m stressed but refuse to show it. I’m depressed but can only hide it. I’m broken but can’t show it… I feel like iI’ve been ripped to peices from the inside out. I want to show the world My scars but they are all deep within Me…I want to show My inner scars on the outside…