Words I can’t say…

I wish I could put into words you would understand exactly how I feel right now. I’m hurting an dim scared. I don’t know what to do and I don’t know what to expect. All I known is that I want everything to go to the way it was before. I want this feeling of infinite sadness yo go away. I want to enjoy your smile again. I want to see those beautifully bright eyes. All I know to say is “I’m sorry”